Sep
03
Our reader ShemaleCam LOVE wrote this story about himself, about how his obsession for tgirls grew and how he couldn't keep his smashing little secret ; )
My story is when i was younger came across a porn mag and i was alone, so i picked it up and hide it and went to go look at in some hallway.. And as im horny and getting to the back i see the gay section and i never was gay so i just skipped pass it and saw a girl with a penis and her full female complexion was perfect but she had a penis.. So checked it a bit more to work out if it was real and i was still attractive and just look at her and thought “I want her”.. I grew up always secretive about the whole thing because my buddies were never had the thoughts i did.. It was still my wonderful small secret but i found porn online so I started to look at it all the time and fantasize it.. My obsession grew..
Now I still love females im an engaging, fit, gifted, popular, and funny guy.. I really went out with a lot of girl and felt pussy had sex but always interested in a girl with a penis.. I never looked at a man in that way and never will I like feminism and I'd date girls but always hankered after a TS girl it might be perfect my pals would be envious reason for my girl but i'd always have the secret.. And i as look at porn from each computer i had an opportunity when nobody was around i got caught once due to the history.. And my mates mummy put me on the spot in front of my 2 friends and her 2 children so i just told her i rambled onto a porn site and saw a shemale ad and look at it reason for curiousity..
So now i had a couple chums who knew and i felt like fuck my secret is out and thought they were going to tell everybody, but they didn't as of i know,actually they never brought it up until recently one of them showed me and ad of trannies and asked me who I believed was the finest and he really thought they looked good and appeared a bit into it.. But anyways i just started to feel more into the plain fact like i don't mind if anyone knows, of it wouldn't be the very first thing i told someone..
But that was not the one time i got caught and challenged. I used to go to a program and watch Transsexual porn their all the time cause it had been a small and secret programs with computers and they were in good angles where no-one could see what your doing.. And then they look through the history one time I forgot to erase it and they had a talk with me, so now goes strike 2..
Later i got stuck living at my friends house for 5 months and he borrows my Iphone and the evening before i was looking a shemale porn.. So he browses my telephone and goes to google and the search history pops out and show that i was trying to find shemale porn so he is saying straight and straightforward im not even going to ask about that letting me know he knows.. Strike 3... We never brought it up..
Now i grew to love Tranny and looking out for a fine girl who suits me, at this point i'd go for a long / short term relationship, to simply a sexual encounter.. I know what i like i got open to the undeniable fact that I might love a Shemale and want a sexual partner.. I have fetishes like the simple fact of a Shemale i'd do anything with her, im more of a top man but if she is's hot i'd go bottom.. Their beautiful ladies and I think fellows are too hung over the incontrovertible fact that dude I'm gay if i have sex with a Tranny, dude sex is sex and experimenting is always of my interest so why not??? Were on this earth to live so experimenting is what leads us to further discoveries and I love my sex life so I would like to experiment..
To this day i haven.t done anything and crave everyday for the right girl to come thru whether or not its an one time thing im open about it.. I would marry a Tgirl too, i would prefer to have baby's but if i end up falling madly in love with her personality and everything works great I would, as for the moment i date girls and just wait for my opportunity, i hope my story made you fellows have a different outlook..